Annazeta

Will anyone read this?  Does it matter?  Took an Ambien in hopes to getta good nights sleep.  Didn't take it yesterday and couldn't fall asleep until 6am or so.  Then woke up at two.  What a horrible mother.  Gonna go to bed soon, feel a bit sleepy....but still not really ready to go into the land of dreams just yet.  James is at work, it 1216 at night and soon I will be dreaming (I hope).

I havn't written here in two freaking years- I don't see why I'm writing now, no one will read this.  Havn't had a nut case episode in awhile, wow the meds are really working. I want to go back to  school but I don't know when.  I want to write but I feel I should read more, I need to cut my nails and go grocery shopping. So far that is the extent of my day.

Been having some cool dreams as of late.  One was particularly cool involving a young boy 12-ish who was a werewolve...he'd just been turned into one and his dad was an abusive asshole and they lived in a small town...I wish I could remember the details but it was a dream between half waking so I forgot.  Damn it!  Ah, fuck it.